Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Disneyland

Our family has been planning a trip to Disneyland since October 2011. I was so excited I couldn't stand it. The girls were REALLY looking forward to it but I was verging on the point of going crazy. Andrew won't admit it publicly, but he couldn't wait either. Our girls are at great ages and seeing their faces at "the happiest place on earth" was going to be amazing.
However, I was also terrified for a few reasons:
1- The D R I V E... oh boy. Our girls struggle with the 30 minute drive for us to see our families. The 4 hour drive to/from Bear Lake last year almost killed them. So, we're looking at about a 12 hour drive thinking- THERE IS NO WAY WE'LL MAKE IT!!!
2- Sharing a room for 6 nights. Some families are all for snuggling up to get some shut eye together. We ARE NOT one of those families. My kids spent a total of 2 nights (between the 2 of them) in our room as newborns just home from the hospital. Andrew and I both lovingly need our space to be happy parents. So, I was having nightmares of Lily talking to us ALL NIGHT LONG for 6 longs night and visions of me escaping to the car to sleep were in my thoughts for weeks before we left.
Come to find out, I didn't need to be stressing about either of these things. However, there were a few un-expected surprises ahead. Yes, this surprised me. Obviously we are new to the family traveling scene.
THE DRIVE:
Not so bad. The girls were totally content from here to St. George. Lily flipped out when we got back in the car after our brunch there, since she thought we were done. Sorry sweetie, only 6 more hours!
ARRIVAL: I was giddy! I was a little bummed out to see our hotel was a bit further than the 10 minute walk advertised on the site I used to purchase our reservations. However, I was so much in heaven that I had decided I could walk that distance a million times over to be minutes (which ended up being roughly 30) away from DISNEYLAND!!!
DAY 1: PERFECTION!!!
It was all I could do to keep myself from skipping up to the front with my ticket held high screaming "WE MADE IT!" Yes, I really was that excited. The lines were basically non-existent. Lily was a dream. The weather was cool. WE MET MICKEY MOUSE!
I was in heaven and SO pumped for 2 more days at Disneyland!!
More pics from Day 1 bliss:
Grandpa braved Dumbo! Very brave man!
LOVE MINNIE!
Lily was in HEAVEN!! Brea was embarrassed to be in Jasmine's presence because her pants were wet from Splash Mountain. Oh my drama, 4 year old.
It was such a low key day and the ONLY problem we had was that Brea was SO MAD she got soaked on Splash Mountain. I couldn't wait to start day 2!
Day 2: DEATH...
I woke up the next morning thinking I really might die. Only a few weeks ago I thought "Wow, we haven't been very sick this year." I must have cursed myself. I seriously felt like I could hardly walk which is KINDA a problem since walking is the main activity at Disneyland. But I decided I wasn't going to address the issue, and pretend like all was fine an dandy. BECAUSE, if I was sick, there was NOTHING I could to about it besides miss out on D I S N E Y L A N D. If I just pushed through it maybe I would get through it. This did not happen.
It was still a good day. We still did lots of fun things.
We met Mr. Incredible at the beginning of the day, when I was still fairly good at pretending all was fine.
The girls were in heaven with their cotton candy. Which they better be for $4.
I saw the girls meet Belle...
And Cinderella before I wussed out. Cinderella was just about the sweetest thing ever. She talked with my girls for a few minutes and wasn't worried about hurrying them along one bit.
However, I'm pretty sure my family thought I was the worst vacationer ever and possibly the meanest Mom. I had no patience and probably looked like I wanted to kill anyone I looked at. I flipped out at Andrew and finally admitted, I have to go home. I toughed it out from 10-5 and couldn't believe I was leaving Disneyland early. Randy and Diann took the girls to see the Princesses, and I missed it. (tear)
Aurora, Brea couldn't believe it!
All the while, Andrew was walking my sorry butt home. I was so bummed but was to the point that breathing hurt. I was having a fever and chills and wanted to scream and cry and throw a huge fit. Yes, the whole day I was VERY mature. I still can't believe I got sick on vacation!!
Day 3:
This was our low key day and while I was tempted to stay in bed all day while everyone else went to the beach, the thought of staying shut in a small dark room all day while everyone was enjoying the sun shine made me cringe. I'm so glad I went out to enjoy.
We took it easy and the sun was very healing.
Brea LOVED the water. She has such an adventuresome spirit.
My brave little one.
We ended the day at Bubba Gump Shrimp, so it was Andrew's turn to be in heaven!
Day 4: ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!
So, I'm feeling semi-not like death now and I am thinking "Okay, buck up Ashley. It's our last day at Disneyland. Make it count." The girls have been asleep for just over an hour when Brea wakes up SCREAMING "My brain hurts! My ear hurts!" I thought "Okay, its 10 pm. I'll give her some Tylenol and she'll got right to sleep and we'll be good." Oh, not the case. She ended up sleeping MAYBE 2 hours all night. Crying until she'd phase out and sleep for 5 to 15 minutes to wake up crying for another 30-45. Oh. my. heck. About 3 am I am thinking she's got some concussion from all the crazy rides she went on because 1- She's tall enough 2- She's brave enough, and 3- I'm a horrible mom and I let her. It was a nightmare. Meanwhile, my original worry of Lily not sleeping was totally unfounded. She slept through all this plus my constant hacking cough. Morning finally arrives. The pediatrician's office thinks it's a sinus issue and we put her on some anti-histamines and ibuprofen. Andrew's parents head to Disneyland with Lily and I'm trying not to bawl that our last day at Disneyland is ruined. Brea ended up feeling fine later on and we made it for a partial day.
Rapunzel was the main reason Brea had to get to Disneyland our last day. She was so happy to be there.
I look a little crazy on the tea cups. That's because, at this point, I am.
Am I smiling, Mom?
I felt so horrible that Randy and Diann were witness to the crazy-ness that was this vacation. I felt like not only was our vacation ruined, but so was theirs. They were amazingly awesome and I am so thankful they went with us through it all. They stayed so positive and didn't treat me like an idiot for crying about the mess we were in. Love them.
Kind of a random picture but this was the highlight of the day. How could I have forgotten how AMAZING the parades are at Disneyland?! We had great seats, thanks to Diann. It lasted well over 30 minutes and we saw TONS of Disney characters. The girls were in heaven and I was so thankful we could just sit and not move and be entertained. Loved it!
We ended up leaving early since Brea was exhausted and kept asking to leave. I still couldn't believe we left Disneyland early, TWICE!
We spent the last two days in Ventura, California. It was nice and relaxing although Brea just kept asking when we could go home and be "in our own beds."
The girls struggled on the ride home. I was hacking and Diann was starting to get my sickness. We sure know how to go out with a bang.
Needless to say, the trip was so not what I had expected. I SHOULD just be grateful we got to go and spend the time we did get there. However, I'm still a little (a lot) bummed that things turned out the way they did. I'm told I'll laugh about it one day. Today is not that day.

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Been a while...

So, it's been a while, like two years "a while". I've been thinking after the past two years of crazy-ness, it might be good to get back in to this bloggin' business. So, here it goes, my first post in two years and I already think I know how this is gonna' turn out. So, incase my intuition is correct, I'll just say "See ya in 2014, everybody." and then there won't be any expectation of my return to blog land. That way I set the expectation low and if another post comes up in the next six months, I'll be doing better than I thought. Here's to hopin...

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

So, to recap...

So- I know I'm a total slacker blogger this year... or I guess last year... so I wanted to do a quick photo recap of what we may have missed.
Brea then.
Brea now.Lily then.Lily now. LOVE her crooked smile!!!Five generations together for Christmas.
Brea loves her GG. She got home from Australia this year.
Andrew loves his girls...
And Elk. Our day trip to Hardware Ranch- I know, you so wish you could have been there... try not to be too jealous. I'm just a really lucky girl.Brea loves the snow (for five minutes and then comes in to say "I'm FREEZING!" then she goes back out again.) She REALLY loves the hot chocolate we have afterwards. WE LOVE OUR COCOMOTION! Lily does not.

Brea loves her dress-ups. They are her world. She could care less about time out... so now we call the "garbage man" (a.k.a Papa Bill). Sometimes he takes them to "the dump" for a while. If she is good, he brings them back. Her glass slippers are currently at "the dump".

Speaking of Papa Bill, Brea loves him too... and Grandma Meadows (Don't cringe mom). I don't think Brea would love Papa Bill as much if she knew his secret identity.

As weird as it sounds... I don't love not being pregnant. I didn't love it when I was pregnant, but I miss it now. People are nicer to you when your pregnant. They smile at you (probably just because they are glad to see someone so much fatter than they are) and they always want to help you. However, I don't miss the way they give you unsolicited advice, when they feel there is no such thing as personal space, and when people (especially other women) like to tell you how large you are. WHY would any pregnant woman want to hear "You're huge!"??? Pretty sure I'm aware of the giant belly I carry around all day, thank you very much. (Okay, I'm done with the rant.)

Brea loved Christmas... she also loves Aunt Shell... Aunt Shell loves Brea too... she is super pumped... I'm just letting you know in case you couldn't tell. Shell hides her emotions.Brea loves stickers... this is what happens when I leave Brea alone with Lily. And so it begins...Brea LOVES to swim. She also LOVES Nemo... just a little confused, bless her heart.Brea loves Aunt Whit-ty. Whit-ty loves Brea. Apparently, Brea loves to smell roses. Brea loves Papa Butler. Watching them melts my heart.Brea really loves to take pictures... she was saying "cheese" for the entire time we tried to get a picture of this many people at one time. It was hilarious.

2009 was a great year. It completely flew by. When I look back I just love all the memories we've made with our family and friends. Those really are the precious times. I am so thankful for loving friends who are so willing to help. It humbles me and makes me want to be a better person. I love the closeness we share with our extended families. It's always crazy, but totally worth the chaos. We love you all!!!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Precious Gift

We didn't get a ton of pictures of Lily on her blessing day and by the time we did Lily had just about had it. Ashleigh was so sweet and took a few pictures of her for us. Here are my favorites: Here is the one picture we did get the day of:
I loved her blessing day. I love seeing our entire family together. I'm always so touched to see all these amazing men surround a little baby to give them a blessing. It's always a crazy day that I kinda dread to be honest, but it is great when all is said and done.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

I'm a mean old witch with a hat...

My mom and I took the girls to "Breakfast with a Witch" at Gardner Village to kick off the Halloween season. It was so fun! Brea was in total awe of the witches. She only got scared once when a witch asked her if she could eat Lily. She was so cute and put her had on Lily and said hesitantly "...No..." The food was really yummy too! We'll definitely be making that a Halloween tradition!This was the witch that asked to eat Lily. Brea's not so sure about her.Brea and all the fabulous witches. What a blast!Brea rode the horses afterwards. She LOVES them. I've always wanted horses but wasn't too sure if I could talk Andrew into it... maybe Brea can!Sweet Lily K. after we got home. She is smiling for her Papa Bill. She LOVES him!!! And P.S. Lily is starting to get hair- YEAH! I was so sad for my sweet bald baby for a while but it looks like there is hope!

Monday, August 31, 2009

Announcing- Lily Kathryn Butler

So, here's the story. It was July 18th and I was thinking I still had AT LEAST two if not three weeks until our new addition joined us. I had been doing things like setting up her room, making about a billion freezer meals, going through Brea's old baby clothes... etc. I was totally waiting until the last minute on things because I was prepared for Brea like a month or two in advance and it drove me crazy so I was like I am going to only deep clean the house ONCE not 4 times like I did with Brea just to give me something to do and I didn't want to have to get up every morning and stare at that dang packed and ready hospital bag. Well, BIG SUPRISE... baby girl Butler #2 did not follow after her sister who was a week late... she came 2 weeks early. My bag was not packed, our SD cards on our camera's were totallly full, my house was a DISASTER, and we had yet to decide on a name for this little one. (WARNING: the following play-by-play may contain a little too much information, if you're worried just scroll down to the cute pics of Lily K.)A few weeks prior I had bought tickets to Harry Potter and planned for Brea to sleep out at my parents house so Andrew and I could have a hot date night (HELLO, Harry Potter- what's not hot about that date night?!) So, we went to the movie and ran to Wal-Mart afterwards to pick stuff up I needed for dinner the next day. We are standing in the check-out line and -SUPER FUN- I am TOTALLY confused... Did I just pee my pants??? I know pregnancy is tough on your bladder but this was not the normal "ooops" you may experience when you've held it too long. We start walking out and I ask Andrew if he can see anything and he's like "No... (pause) OH- yeah..." Luckily it was 11:30 at night, the darkness was on my side. So I hop in the truck still a little confused as to what just happened and then my "Maybe" turned into a definitely and I am assuming the most awkward position so as to avoid getting what has just been confirmed from the 2nd "wave" as amniotic fluid all over the car. We get home and I am in COMPLETE denial... I just kept telling Andrew this wasn't happening. I was seriously considering getting my jammies on and crawling into bed. I just kept yelling "I'M NOT READY!!!" Andrew forces me back into the truck and I keep telling myself that this is a nightmare and I am going to wake up in a few minutes... Nope. It didn't work. Lily Kathryn Butler was born the next day: 6 pounds 6 ounces, 19.5 inches long at 12:06 p.m. YEP, this little one took her time and decided not to show up until 12 and a half hours later. But once I got over the denial, we were really happy to have her with us healthy and happy. Here are the pictures Ashleigh took when Lily was four days old.


Family Pics- Thanks Ashleigh!